~Abakablabal

Well, nothing much new... Not that I expect almost anyone to read this.
Kind of just been taking things slow, sorting old stuff out...

I decided to take peoples' advice and go to a councillor, but that has not yet been a lot of help. He said that it seems like I've made a lot of progress in taking a step back and re-examining my life, and the fact that I've been making an effort to patch a lot of things up with people is good. Unfortunately that's pretty much at a standstill right now, but I've been finding one way or another to pass the time. All in all he said I've got a good handle on things even though they're pretty messed up right now, and I should just keep doing what I'm doing and hope for the best.

I was talked into getting a lawyer too, which I'm not too enthusiastic about, but I suppose couldn't hurt. I just hope things go well on monday, and I don't have to wait too long for the date after that.

Lots of pointless parties lately, I've gone to a few but they're... kind of dull. The whole "have a good time, Cody. get hammered, get laid, feel great" just doesn't appeal to me. But whatever. I guess all I'm looking forward to is court, cause things need to be set right, and I just want to do so.

But that's enough feeling bad. I've been helping out a lot of other people lately, which has been nice. Looking forward to surgery so I can get back to karate is big too. Even though I've done a lot of fucked up things lately, things are getting better, slowly. I think everyone kind of needed a break from me anyways.